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Hi... This is a little profile abt me...

a 17 yr old girl
curently studying in Nanyang Polytechnic
School: Yio Chu Kang Secondary School, Li Hua Primary School

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Well... I may not express myself well, but in my heart you all truely play a part in my life. Maybe we seldom talk in sch or in class but u do exist in my friends list. Not to mention quarrels, sometimes u may juz dun like the way i behave or do things but hope you will forgive me. my secondary school life is filled with fun n happiness to my daily life, though u may not noe it but we share all the happiness, fun and of cos saddness together. Abit emotional now, but all this is from the bottom of my heart. Do keep in touch with me... =)

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You guyz have bring alot of laughters during library days. How i wish time would stop for it. Before i joined library as a cca, i thought it would be juz doing duty and went off when it's time. But you all show me that it isn't the daily routine of library duty. I remember every time we held meeting it would normally ended up talking about other stuff than library stuff. That's why normally had so many meetings. =x Haha... But it's fun! Every time i went to library it's juz not a normal library to me, but seems like a 2nd home. We would normally talk n play around in library even we noe it's not allowed. I'll take this chance to sae thank you to Jason Han, Kannan, Eeling, Bee Peng, Yong Shen and Shi Hong. You all are definitely a great bunch of friends. Keep in touch... =)

   

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Saturday, January 01, 2005
.: Happy New Year 2005 :.

Happy New Year to all! As a start of the brand new year, i'm prepared to face all the challenges ahead of me... The year 2004 taught me alot of lessons.. friendship, relationship and even some feelings that i myself nv noe till that year...

Happiness, saddness, tears, laughters... whatever it is i gonna face it... no matter how hard the problem is gonna be... i m sure i am able to handle them and definitely i m not alone! Now i hope that tis brand new beginning of the year is gonna be full of love n happiness as the year 2004 had enuff of saddness n disaters...

May god watch over every one of us... To all my friends... i have nv forgotten any one of you.. even though we may some how lost touch but still in my memory there is definitely ur role as a friend in my life... As years goes by.. we get older so everyone changes but definitely our memories will be still there... friendship nv dies when we have the opportunies to see each other or even juz a simple hi will continue our friendship...

To my dear... Thanks for loving me n caring abt me... i nv noe that anyone would care n love me so much until i noe u... happiness, saddness you are always there though there is ups n downs in our relationship but i m sure that its gonna sail on smoothly when we both manage it well... :)

kinda emotional... haha... oh well... juz another brand new start of the year so make the best out of it... i'm sure my life will definitely filled with alot of new n interesting n surprising things that awakes me... hehe...


~ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005!!! ~


Posted at 1/1/2005 2:49:52 pm by littlemint
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
hmm...

well.. everything went alright so far... guess i have sort of lost myself alot... lolz... hope wont happened again... be strong girl... :) lolz... well things are now fine and back on track... today hmm... play ms ard 12 ba... den dear sae going out so after he went out me go do quest but den do till no mood so shut down com.. wasnt feeling well as eyes pain duno for wat reason...

so rest myself den wat i do ar... hmmm... clear all my sec sch papers... gonna throw them away... den while throwing read one of the few compo i wrote n the example... den was kinda bring myself back to the sec sch time like tt alot of feelings back... but den well gonna be starting sch so better clear my things... ltr cny come more work to do... so rather now do... oso finding my cyndi cd and microsoft office cd rm.. but den found the cd not the cd rm... duno where i put..

so cleared alot of things... found actually i kept alot of things... haha.. den found one stack of chem notes.. all in tact... well... gotta throw them no idea who to give either... so quite pity la... but den aiya who wanna read my words and those big big handwriting by ms ow... lolz... so throw them... memories of cos cannot be thrown... anyway juz sort of pass my feelings by...

so juz now downloaded the mirc den dl 4 s.h.e songs... lolz... nice nice... wanna buy their cd but nid to c hw lor... lolz... so now wrote my blog also dun wish those who read like my dear, my fren ling n bam to not noe wat happen... lolz... so juz wrote... lolz... oso for myself... haha... everythings gonna be fine for me...

oh ya forgot abt my result.. well well... well... haha... did pretty good for my semester... haha thats wat i think ba... quite shock that i got an A for my c prog... whahahha... =x lolz *mad again* hmmm den got a dist for my digital electronic (DE).. hmmm not bad... haha... like the practical of DE... hehe... den semestral project of cos passed... hehe... discrete maths and data communication both got a B+ not bad not bad... thankz dear!!! ^^ hehe... help me with the maths stuff... keke... =x hehe... next semester still got maths nid ur help again lu... wahhahaha... *me so evil... =x haha... complentary maths and internet application both got a B... hehe... weeeeee... keke... hehe... happy abt my result... lolz... *madding again... (like no cure)* XD

Posted at 12/1/2004 4:31:55 pm by littlemint
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
lost myself...

nw i m really lost... i duno wat to do... he seems to overpower my life... for the past few months it have been like tis i cant take it anymore.. i seems to be all alone... i nw duno wat to do... could anyone help me... guess no one noes what happen... crying painly nw... heart aching mind breaking... i duno wat i can do next... i got on one to tok to now... i m still alone the lonely me..

trust is all it take to hold on to the relation i had trust him... but him.. dun even trust me.. i try to forget n forgive everytime... but i guess everyone have the limit... maybe i m fated to be alone... he said tt he found his trust in himself n in me now... but i duno now.... it hurts even more... i duno... maybe i shouldnt have accepted him in the first place knowing my result would be affect n i will be too... but wat is done is done.. i duno abt my result now tmr is the day... hope it turns out good...

now i ask myself m i wrong to trust him... m i wrong to love him... there isnt right or wrong but i duno.. my everyday seems to be like reporting to army... wat i do nid to be reported... i duno.. i noe i dun like to sae much or tok much abt wat happen but i duno wat i doing....

lost myself... lost the me tt i myself noe... guess i had lost my closest friends too... i have 2 decisions nw... either to break with him or to continue... but not to be decided now... as i really lost my senses lost my mind... maybe after all i m too young to start a relationship... or i dun really noe how to handle my feelings well... no one in tis world own anyone... we ourself is belong to us... today maple down... i didnt tok much to him either... i start to wonder izzit tt our relationship continue when we r playing games... i duno... but after all it started out in a game... nv had i tot tt frm game will turn into real life... sometimes i wonder really this gonna work...

i duno... oz have been down so does ours?? maple now is under maintance... so is ours? i duno... mimi once sae tt she is very sad n have no one to tok to.. and she think tt i m better off as i have him... but do i? i duno... sad angry happy sorrow laughters... all this i had spend alone or with frens but nv to a guy... someone tt i can tok to well... i duno... maybe i have but now i m alone... no one to tok no one to ask no one to cry on no one to tell me wat to do... no one advice me... he said tt y in oz i can stay up so late to company him y not now i duno... seems like alot of things i duno... or maybe i dun wish to noe like wat he once said...

could tis really be the end of our relationship... maybe... maybe not... i duno...

Posted at 11/24/2004 8:34:19 pm by littlemint
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anther day...

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships.
When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

somethings to think abt... duno wat to sae abt today... maybe tis is my tots...


Posted at 11/24/2004 7:04:13 pm by littlemint
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Monday, November 22, 2004
slpy...

well well well.. really long tt i last update my blog... keke... sry... anyway ytd my com got VIRUS~! omg! haha... well no choice who call me so toot go click on the attachement tt send by lina... =x keke... well i click on it sae its virus free den load nth out... omg den i go refresh the page again... den... sae VIRUS FOUND! my foot la the tupid hotmail... den whole com went not rite these few days... norton sot all sot... den ytd last hang and tat's it! my com is dead~! haha.. wat to do? all my precious things inside all gone... anyway tt time i gonna format tt time got safe up some pic but those recently saved pics are gone.. nvm... can refind them... so i got the cd i borrow frm fren and i go format my com~! to wat os leh~! XP~~!!! =x abit sot i noe... nth a big prob but my com originally is ME ma den now XP of cos happy some more is XP professional~! yay!! but i lost all my data! ar! haha... ytd nite dear called to help me with the installation... lolz... anyway we tok quite long... for 1hr~!!! =x

but then now feel slpy... =x keke cos wake up too early... guess i m mad... keke... so morning wake up com sot again as usual.. nvm reformat again... lolz... den okay now alright... somemore xp haha.. sot sot n sot... den tok to ling she told me tt norton not good... but i noe wat to do... haha... she send me one tt she is using now sae tt its better than norton... okay... dled... BUT! she forgot where to register.. lolz.. den i there oso blur.. sae nid serial number... den i eh.. blur there den sae click to get the serial number but cant find the register page... omg... haha... well she sae she will get her fren or the uncle she called.. lolz.. to help find the register thingy...

so now surfing ard dlign the epson printer driver for xp one... den dear online! yeah!! gonna go find him... haha.. chat n ask him send me sth... hehe.. yay! tt's all for today...

Posted at 11/22/2004 1:22:36 pm by littlemint
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Friday, October 01, 2004
kawaii chiro... =x

~ Song of the day ~ Ai De Tao Chan by Cyndi Wang Xin Ling

well well well... so long nv write blog again... keke busy doing my project but still haven done... haiya... c prog project, golf project, sp2 den wat ar... aiya... this few almost drive me crazy...
well well back today's day... keke... well morning wake up hmmm... eat wat leh.. keke... eat mac de hotpancake... keke... den eat half erm... filet o fish... keke... den my aunties come to my house with my niece... den they and my mum gonna go erm... ard bugis area there bai bai (pray)... den me leh... aiya children day dun have no sch leh... lolz... anyway go sch lor... den reach sch so suay... my shoes spoiled... man... den we go to the lab there lor den outside the lab saw fioh coming den borrow pen knife frm her to cut the shoes lor if not cannot walk la... den even worse... more i cant walk aiya walk till very funny leh.. tats wat i think lor...

den today the lab no lab la... onli do past year pper... aiya... oso nv touch... den bit bit lor... lucky she nv go thru much... den lesson end at ard 1130 or so... den wat leh... eat lor... den bcos morning eat till full le la.. so eat bit bit lor... den wat leh... hmmmm... rot lor.. lolz.. outside the lecture there doing maths lor... den do do till time up lor... den go to lecture theatre there... hmmm... den lecturer come... aiya she hor teach very fast one... sae bit bit den skip n skip den lesson end at ard 145.. man so fast... den i come out called chiro... hmmm... he i think at mrt or wat lor... den haven reach... so went to find fioh do the c prog project...

den ard 230 he called... den i left lor... aiya... she of cos not happy la... lolz.. leave her alone there doing anyway nth much is done la... lolz... well nid to find out how to loop the thingy den break frm the loop aiya... juz cant figure them out... so went to find chiro lor.. hmmm... where he leh.. sae he at the north canteen... so went there saw him at the opposite side of the north canteen then walk towards him den stop lor... cos walking my direction ma... okay... den we leh... walk ard abit cos cant find a place to sit... all got pple... well so we found one and sit down le.... cos i cant walk much la... tupid shoes... make my toe pain pain de... den sit and rest... den saw alot of pple passing by us... den got cheerleaders.. all wearing cheerleading clothes lor... den some very pretty... LOL... den i there play play him... sae tat ahem.. ahem.. LOL.. he keep looking at the other direction of the cheerleaders girls lor... den haha... den turn and look at me with funny expression den i look away... LOL.. cos see his face make me wanna laugh n laugh.. really so funny...

den well c c lor... den take out the maths book.. den ask him to teach teach... lOL.. den he read den sae wah.. chim... LOL.. hmmm... i sae chim den i cham!!  lolz.. cos he sae chim den i really cham liao... LOL.. okay anyway he read read read den teach bit bit la... den end up not really teaching... cos playing ard... cos alot of pple passing by and alot of cheerleaders.... LOL.. den play him la... he finished his bottle of water which he bought juz now at the north canteen den i use the bottle hit hit him.. =x keke... play play la... not really hit till he gong... den duno how long we stay there... den we decided to walk out...

okay when we walk out of the blk... then it started to rain... lOL... haha... den well not really rain la.. juz drizzling lor.. den well me hor with tat shoes really almost off balance sio cos walking up the slope... den almost fall he grab my hand.. den hold them... =x keke... den okay... let him hold lor... lolz.. cos really no balance lor... den walk walk walk.. we walk to the health science blk... den he sae dun go out of the blk le la... since raining dun caught in the rain la... ltr i sick again.. okay.. den we walk up the stairs to the health science.. anyway nv been there ma... so walk walk walk.. den we walk den my bag la... so heavy... hmm... den wanna change shoulder he sae aiya let me help u take la... lolz.. den okay lor... he take lor.. cos really shoulder pain sio... den we walk up the stairs tat we tot leading to the sky garden or wat la... lolz.. den walk to the 6th floor the stairs getting to dark... cos erm... no light la... lolz... den we still continue to walk up lor... to the 7th floor end up finding tat its a rooftop... den we there chey.. lolz... den walk down to the 6th floor cos there cannot go in ma the door is lock... den we walk down cos there very dark la... not really tat dark but oso dirty and not much light... den we at the 6th floor den no one there la... got la at the very end of the side got a couple.. den i hmm... jump up to sit on the duno wat la.. lozl... den sit down see down wah... very high sio.. lolz... den he too oso come sit and see see... lolz.. then there i tio mosquitoe bites... man so many mosquitoes... so we left that place after tat...

den we walk walk walk den erm... walk to the sports hall there i think.. den there c pple qeueing... duno for wat... lolz.. den oo... we saw the announcement lor.. yuan lai shi b.a.d coming there to play basketball... den the cheerleaders there putting make up... den well c the time gonna 5 le so decided to go home... so erm.. we slowly walk to the atrim there lor... den called mama den walk walk walk.... walk home lu... lolz.. den saw mama me quickly change shoes... lozl... hard to walk cos i walk till toe pain.. mama oso sae cannot walk with this shoes... lolz... =x bad sio me... =x keke... tat's the end of my day... keke... tmr gotta go erm.. sch!!!!!!!!! for wat leh... make up lesson... faint!!!... lolz.. no la... juz my sat gotta go sch..

Posted at 10/1/2004 7:25:06 pm by littlemint
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Monday, September 20, 2004
Filled with love

~ Song of the day ~ Can't help falling in love with you by F4

Well today early in the morning wake up at ard 830 den feel not tat alright lor... didnt really slp well last nite cos like keep waking and falling back to slp... den morning still quite clear minded not really slpy not sure y oso... after having breakfast took a bath then went to sch...

well on the way to sch really not feeling well.. even my mum sae tat maybe i may fall sick soon... well but i dun wan to stay at home as father still at home... having his off day.. so went to sch... on the way keep thinking abt chiro... juz wanted to let him noe how i felt tat moment... den reach sch went up for tutorial... but then no one in clz as usual cos i think i'm too early... den sit down msg chiro told him hw i feel... i noe he is worried abt me but my sms inbox full cant recieved much.. den type a long sms den send to him... den okay... one by one pple come... den recieved his msg... den almost gonna cry... cos think touched by his caring and concern.. but i nv la.. in clz leh... cant cry juz like tat and i dun wish to cry too...

den while doing the tutorial before the lecturer come in... chiro called... was shock tat he called but really miss him very much... =x den i listen to wat he sae den again almost cry... >.< think one side is becos i feel very sick den he call really make me feel abit better and plus i missing him so much... den nv lor... cos suddenly desmond pass by... was trying to eavedrop but i stare at him... then chiro end the call den i went back to clz sit down do tutorial... but really the feeling of crying is very strong but i dun wanna cry.. so lecturer come... den as usual do work lor..

den lunch time dun really have the appetite to eat.. but i force myself to go at least eat something... okay got eat lor... full oso.. den felt much better than morning... den msg chiro to let him ease his worry... den okay much more better liao... den go on with the lecture... den though got yawn sometimes but not really tat slpy... =x maybe not sick ba could be not enuff slp then make me have this feeling... well today in sch was really far much more quiet than usual... got talk but not that much... well now i juz wondering how is chiro? wat is he doing?

Posted at 9/20/2004 6:34:55 pm by littlemint
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Friday, September 17, 2004
Dating =x

~ Song of the day ~ Guan Mang by F.I.R

hehehe.... today ma... hmm... friday lor... LOL... den meeting chiro again... =x keke... happy happy... den morning do practical den quite slow duno who la, keep changing our wires we cut so many different length the wires den end up not so much...

hehe... den the practical went well... den me n fren go south canteen eat after tat... so lesson end at ard 11 plus la.. always early one la... =x keke... den go eat lor... eat vegetarian food... keke... den after tat rot at the erm... lecture theatre outside there... den go in to lt at ard erm.... 12 plus... den listen to fren's bring de songs lor... (korean song la...) den lecture start lor at ard 1 den end at 215 there... den called chiro after marking attendent... keke... den go find him... lolz...

i walk from 3rd floor to 2nd floor then he hor sae he at atrim there... or library sitting den i wanna go to library find him.. cos clz they all behind me den tok tok tok... called his name.. =x ask him called back lor... he sae he at the IT blk de 3rd floor... wanna faint sio... keke... den i walk up 3rd floor.. den he hor... duno go where sae at the digital media design.. i go up bo see him... faint sio... den duno where he went oso... den sae at the engineering blk... pengz... i tot i juz come out from there nia... lolz.. den walk one big round to engineering blk... den happen to saw 3 sister-like fren... i think he walk passed them la... den walk to the outside of the engineering blk... walk walk walk... so hot sio... feel my hair... burning sio! =x LOL... keke... den he oso sae hot la... cos we finally saw each other... LOL... den walk other side lor... towards the carpark there... den i feeling my hair wah really burning leh... =x keke... he hor itchy hand come touch my hair... =x keke duno got anot la.. think got la... keke.. den walk towards the sport complex there sit down..

we sit down then he teach me maths lor... since ytd he took my discrete maths book back study i guess... =x keke den teach teach... well can understand la... cos lecturer got teach before ma juz some tat i not so clear... okay listen to him teach lor... then more like he erm... reading at first la... lolz... ytd he busy doing his project think oso nv study la.. lolz... =x keke.. den after seeing him study finished lolz... he teach teach lor.. den listen listen lor.. den okay like tat end liao... LOL.. erm... think quite long ba.. not sure nv see time.. LOL.... =x keke.. so juz now he sae wana go buy drink but nv ma... so after tat we went down to buy drinks lor...

he bought green tea den we again walk ard the carpark lor... then tok tok... sae abt green tea... lolz... den walk duno how long again.. lolz... den walk back and fore la... walking ard the same place... den duno how or when we walk towards the blks there lor.. den ask me how we juz now frm the blks can walk out to the carpark there... LOL.. den i sae erm... walk got exist ma... den we at health science blk again health science... LOL.. duno y oso... den walk walk walk.. finally found a way to the outside erm.. carpark i mean cos he sae much more cooling la... den okay... its a slope ma... den i sae tat "hmm... i feel like i gonna fall back" he said "wont wan la" ... i replied saying tat "ya hor... nvm can grab ur hand" den he sae "aiya i hold ur hand la.." den come hold my hand >.< keke... anyway i noe i wont fall la... but then juz saying out wat i think ma... ltr sae i nv sae out... =x keke... den he hold my hand erm.. nv resist la... but i bit bit blushing... =x keke den hold very long lor... make me feel tat my heart duno gone where... =x keke >.<  he hold my hand then tok tok lor... den i juz diam diam hear him tok lor... den he ask me y nv tok... i sae i listening ma... den he sae okay... nvm i dui niu tan qin... (meaning toking to a cow...) den i sae okay la... i cow i cow.. lolz.. den let off my hand... =x kekek... den he sae no la no la... jk jk de la... i noe oso la.. keke... but then playing along ma.. =x keke... den keep saying tat lor... =x keke... den we walk walk to the hostel there... den i ask him to show me his erm... admin card lor... hmmm... blue color de.. different from mine... LOL.. haha.. den return him back... lolz... hehe.. but nv let him see mine.. =x keke... =x den walk out again... den walk to the staff center there... saw alot of children den i see watch oooo 4 plus liao.. den the children like all foreigner, the lecturers children ba... haha... okay... den walk opposite direction again... den walk towards the carpark there... lolz.. taking my time ma... den walk towards the south canteen slowly walk out lor.. den called mama...

den she sae she at the magazine stand there liao.. oaky... den slowly walk out of the nyp lor... with chiro of cos... den of cos got tok la.... den when we walking towards the mrt there we say bye bye liao lor... cos i asked him dun be so bo liao la... walk one round den go back to the mrt there... LOL.. juz to see my mama... =x kekeke... den at the mrt there i happen to see shermaine there with her friend, duno why they were there oso nv stop to ask la... juz walk off to find mama... but i think she saw me ba... no idea... haha.. but i dun think she saw chiro... =X keke.. sherm see this gonna kill me again... =x keke...

den went home... den take a bath.. den finished le rite... accidentally kok my toe on the door... arr........ pain sio... really so pain... den mama sae see la... slowly open the door la.. slowly walk out la... see la... how's ur toe... =x keke... i onli can sae erm... paIN! =x kekeke.... den ask me got bleed anot... lucky not la.. but then scratch my toe nail den like got bit bit scar there ba... =x kekeke... pain sio... den eat liao... den come online... den nv see chiro online... maybe he eating n bathing ba.. no idea now oso haven see him online... think he went out to eat... its okay... later playing gb with him... =x kekeke...

Posted at 9/17/2004 7:27:12 pm by littlemint
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
duno wat to do...

~ Song of the day ~ That's wat friends are for by who i have no idea but wish the lyrics mean wat it sae...

Well... today go sch early me reach sch at ard 815am and fren already there so went to her den tok awhile while waiting for others and we try our presentation speech... den okay everyone is here den went to the lab... but not open so we were outside rehearsing our presentation... den okay... lecturer come den went in do last check up den present our ppt... well everything went on smoothly... me think i am not tat "tongue-tie" la... =x

den went home early... on the way home go buy roti prata to bring home eat... den after eaten my roti prata at home... well watch tv den try reformatting again lor... still tat stupid msg saying cannot set up cos virus scanning is running pls close it and try again... blah blah.. i so sian... den went to slp at ard 12 plus ba... den slp till 230 den watch tv den go pom so after tat come online lor.. well alot of ads keep poping up lor... cos i uninstalled the prevent ad pop out thingy... den surf the net.. went to bam's blog and read his entry which shock me lor...

i duno tat i hurt his feelings by replying him i am in lecture tat day where he sms me... but i not sure wats wrong anyway... cos i was really in lecture tat day and felt vibration of my hp den i take out and found out tat he actually called but i didnt noe cos i put it to slient mode... den i saw the sms den was blur lor... was wondering wat he meant by where am i and where is chiro lor.. den juz telling him tat i am in lecture den i felt his reply something not rite but i not so sure... cos in lecture so was paying attention ma... den got break den saw his sec or third reply... den really felt weird lor... den i was wondering okay if he saw chiro den well good lor... but really really not sure wats happening then weird weird replies... okay den i tot maybe he was doing sth else or moody so nv reply him...

den the next day which was ytd i think... he replied me tat he n ling saw chiro.. den i was like... erm... ytd u told me maybe u see wrongly now u sae tat u saw him ytd... okay... i duno wat happen in between so juz reply him lor.. again his msg so weird.. asking if i am happy with my present life... i was like not onli the present life lor... its like even if now i dun even noe chiro i am still contented and happy with my life... okay... really after getting to noe chiro my life sort of become more colorful in some sense.. really can tok to him but i oso dun wish to lose bam as my friend or anyone else... i am not acting weird or changing in any way... juz tat sometimes i am really blur with messages... den in some ways others may tot i've changed alot after sec sch but actually is i still myself... but juz rather quiet in msn...

even in sec sch i oso dun tok much in msn even i am there at the com... i juz dun noe why pple say i daoing them or watsoever... anyway... if u guys as my friends really think tat i changed alot becos i went to different poly or i changed becos i am in love.. i got nothing much to explain anything... was really hurt in some ways after seeing bam's entry in his blog... cos i treasure his and others friendship very much... every moment in sec sch motivate me to go on with my life in poly.. cos i do believe tat i could make so much good friends in sec sch i think i could do tat oso in poly.. but now really left me wondering my believe was wrong? sec sch memory always in my mind and i juz cant help thinking abt the days we were together.. but now i wonder have i changed or have our friendship being capsize??? heartbreaking if really capsize... now having a very sour feelings at heart and i am controlling my tears while typing this blog...

now rather stress as i am handling alot of things that i suppose it is more of adult problems... family alot of things happen alot of things cant be done though i noe its no use stress them but really wish can dun bother like others do... friendships, school works, projects, family problems and plus my own emotions... i duno how much i still can handle on... problems pilling itself into my life... sometimes i really wish i wasnt born into this world... but after thinking so long alot of happy moments also do brighten my life up but juz tat happy moments dun always last long but sad moments do...

Posted at 9/15/2004 4:33:52 pm by littlemint
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Happy happy!

~ Song of the day ~ Xing Fu De Wei Dao by Evoone Xu Hui Xin

well well well... so long nv update blog... hehe... busy uploading images and saving up some files and burning songs... lOL.. okay okay... so how's the day today... well as usual la... wake up early den go eat breakfast... of cos still my slpy self tat time.. lolz... den go sch lor.. den reach sch lecture start lor... c prog practical is first lesson... lolz.. den after tat is maths... den well he teach us for 1 and half hour den sae ask us to stay in the lecture theatre till 12 to go for lunch cos he said someone complain tat his lesson end very early so he teach longer lor... den everyone went for lunch when he gone... lolz.. who will stay there when he himself is at the south canteen eating... LOL.. saw the lecturer in the south canteen... lolz...

den me n fren go food junction eat lor... den after tat went to the lecturer theatre tat area where we sit down and rest la... lolz... den i sms chiro lor... den sms here n there... den bam sms me ask me weird weird qns lor.. ask me if i am happy with the life now or sth... lolz... den of cos i am happy la tats wat i reply him la... lolz.. den he said tat he and eeling saw chiro yesterday at their atrim there... lolz... with his friends doing project lor... den i sms chiro to ask lor.. den he sae ya lor... den okay... he haven eaten his lunch ma... den he sae he can eat up a whole pig lor.. den i was joking saying tat piggy eat piggy wor... =x keke... den sms agian la.. den joke bit bit la... den duno he angry or sad anot.. think not la... =x tats wat i think lor... =x keke... hope not oso la... =x keke... den after tat went for lecuture again... den is c prog tutorial...

c prog tutorial today gonna get back our common test result... man so scare tat i failed or juz get a D or sth... =x cos no confident la.. =x den end up mr chai late la... =x hehe... he late for 30 mins... lolz... den come ask pple to do some qns den he go thru abit den called up pple to see their result... den just was abt my turn he go explain the qns... pengz... lolz.. make me so scare... really scare tat my result not good la... =x kkeke.... den okay.. finally he finished saying it... =x kekek.. den he called my name den walk there to see result lor...

okay.. i see a paper written a range of marks den got grade beside the range la... den he slowly point my result... den i see liao.. WAH!!!!!!!!!!!! really anot... =x keke.. den go back la... was still wondering i got see wrongly anot lor... den oaky... go back to sit... den wah.. really la.. cant be fake de la... =x tot i dreaming again.. =x keke... so tats my result lor...

wahhaha.. wanna noe wat grade i get rite... =x dun tell u leh... =x keke... haha.. at first tot my eyesight playing me... den now i playing those who read my blog.. =x kekek... lalalalalalalalalalalalala...... lolz... okay... well i got an A for my c prog!!! =x keke so happy!!!! weeeeeeee.... keke... really cant believe lor... cos i see the ans tat previously go thru rite not all i got it rite lor... =x duno how he mark oso... anyway who cares... =x kekke... happy happy happy ^^V keke ... okay.. tats all for today.. cos gonna reformat my stupid com liao.. =x keke.. den yay!! new os... keke... den hope everything went rite hor... =x keke... happy !!!!! XD hehe... when i saw the result first thing come to my mind is tat wah... sure anot... den wanna msg chiro to tell him... =x but nv la... =x going thru tat paper ma... =x keke hehe.. but then chiro will read de hor.... =x keke..

Posted at 9/14/2004 5:26:06 pm by littlemint
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